It bothers me that the sight of someone can bother me so much. It bothers me that it bothers me. Why can't I get what I want? Just for a short time? And why can't I know I want it when the timing is right?
I'm a crazy and wild kind of girl that when heavily medicated can be coherently fun. I'm not sexy, hot, and I'm somewhat sceptical on being pretty. But I'll be damned if anyone says I'm ugly. I only have the right to say.