Friday, February 27, 2009

Fuck my life

So this week I've cried my eyes out, had a 2-day long head headache, and anxiety that could bring down an elephant. 

Friday, February 20, 2009

Wednesday, February 18, 2009


So I'm currently sitting by my window smoking 
while guy is walking by hurriedly 
as if he is being followed 
and looking behind him
I yell "No one is following you"
He asks if if I'm sure
I say yes
He yells thanks at me and keeps walking
"You're welcome"

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

So I've learned a very important thing

Very cute boys work at health food stores.

Spring Time

If this weather ends I think I'll truly die. I can't take the cold weather anymore. It makes me depressed. Even more so depressed that I am usually. My soul feel as if its coming alive again.

This song strangely makes me think of Clockwork Orange

Up rolled the riot van
And sparked excitement in the boys
But the policemen look annoyed
Perhaps these are ones they should avoid

They got a chase last night from men with truncheon's dressed in hats
They didn't do that much wrong, still ran away though for the laugh 

"Please just stop talking
Because they won't find us if you do
Oh those silly boys in blue
Well they won't catch me and you"

"Have you been drinking son, you don't look old enough to me"
"I'm sorry officer is there a certain age you're supposed to be?.. nobody told me"

Up rolled the riot van
And these lads just wind the coppers up
Ask why they don't catch proper crooks 
Get their address and their name's took
But they couldn't care less

He got thrown in the riot van 
And all the coppers kicked him in
And there was no way he could win
Just had to take it on the chin

Monday, February 9, 2009


The last you fucked me was six month ago
Came to me at the break of dawn
The sweet smell of liquor on your breath
Something to make the world better
Willingly or no you had your way
But it was OK, I liked it like that

Six months have crept by
I lay here a barren wasteland
Nothing to give me sunshine
Stale rumpled sheets
The only things you left behind

Mother Nature is a cruel hearted woman

This has got to stop. The weather is beautiful today but I know that Mother Nature will yank it from under my feet and make it blistering cold again. This is the cruel fate that I know will come to pass. Spring is my element. I'm already feel tons better with it only being 48 degrees out. I might cry if I have to go into hibernation again.

Diet Anyone?

I think I'm getting a little pudgy.  So I want to go on some type of diet. Though a strange thought occurred to me: By putting myself on a prescribed diet I will actually be eating more than than I do on a regular basis. This is a very strange concept. To eat more would imply not going on a diet stereotypically. 

But I barely eat as it is. I either don't have time to eat, don't have time to buy food to eat, don't have the money to eat, or simply don't feel like eating. This is in no way healthy. I should be eating on a regular basis and eating things that are good for me. Not that I don't eat what is good for me now. I'm not big into junk food or sodas or anything of that like. 

My biggest probably is that when I do take the time to eat I am eating big starches like pasta and such. But if you think about it its not too bad because since I'm not eating its good for me at least when I can getting some calories that are worth something in my system.

So I think that I'm going to start an all natural fruit/veggie diet. And I'll supplement it by biking more and going on the Pretzel Run again. So I'm going to make an effort to make it over to the Whole Foods sometime soon and pick up my supplies. I'm sure exactly how long I will take this. At least 3 weeks, I think. 

Let's see what happens, shall we?

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Only in New York

So I've gone from the Butterfly two weeks ago to someone's future Baby Momma. I'm not sure exactly how I feel about this. It amuses that people in general find my attractive and then they go as far has giving me nicknames and future life statuses (ps FUCKING CREEPY). I will never understand.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Better if you don't

I really need to stop listening to people concerning relationship advice. It always seems to go sour.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Don't trust the Yogi

So last night I didn't get home till around 2:30 am. I was very tired so I made Yogi Bedtime tea and watch a couple of episodes of Sex in the City OnDemand. Bedtime teas pretty much never work for me but I wanted tea and I thought "What the hell. I need to get rid of it anyway." Well I didn't wake up until 11 am. 11 am is also the time of my first class. Needless to say, I was late. I'm never doing that again.

Monday, February 2, 2009

I vote for a Post Super Bowl Hangover Day

So last night was the Super Bowl. And while I don't have a hangover (only had three beers) I know that many people do or stayed up to all hours of the night, which they wouldn't do normally on a Sunday. So I say that there should be a national Hangover Day after the Super Bowl. I could sure use the rest.